An Ode to Us: Blog Action Day

To those gone
To those here
To those yet to be

look back
just hope
make believe

dreariness
weariness
hopelessness
mere words
describing moments

those gone
those here
those yet to be
ask them
question us
caution yourself

if we'd known
we know
perceive

those gone
those here
those yet to be

DEAD, DYING, NEVER WERE
Regrets

Out of the Cobweb Cos of Blogcamp2014

Last night i sent a tweet to +Maame Aba Daisie about what to wear to BlogCamp2014. She responded by directing me to this post. It did not help much with specific suggestions so i had to come up with something or several things. They were:

No this dress is for church tomorrow.
So for breakfast, i chose soursop with moringa. Yummy

 I decided to try a new soap today. Nice

 I took my extension that had been packed up of seven years after my undergrad

In the end i looked like

I 'THOUGHTED'

Get over
Yours is not
Your talk of a getaway
An allure!

Brother please!
All you have to offer is not enough

I understand the appeal
The thrill of the hunt
With prey which announces its presence
Loud, independent, exuding strength
Oh, wouldn't you love to be the tamer of that
Be Caesar

I know 
You want to be
The one that
That makes me  vulnerable to the point of need
Need of nothing but you
Filled with want of you
Ravished by you
Powerless
Victim, lost

I want not
I need you not
Fill me not

Boy, you ain't encountered
My kind before

Money is shit
Yeah that's right
Your money is shit
Half-masked offers
Delusions of grandeur 
Adolescent attempts at flirting
Oh-so-obvious words of flattery

Get over boy!
We ain't in Circa 1500

A Post

So this should have been the post that ended the year 2013, however laziness got the better of me. If you know me then you know i do not make resolutions for the new year and if you do not, well, now you know.

This does not feel like a new year to me. It is just another day that have a date that reads 1st January 2014, however since this is a new year, new beginnings and all that i end this post with this; if you are a Christian, this year will be full of things that will shaken the foundations of your faith yet full of peace of heart (peace in your heart), strive to be a practical Christian because it is through your actions and deeds that people will see the light that is so dim in this world, be more open about your faith despite attempts to subsume your beliefs in what is called fairness and equality. This year, i feel, is a testing, a continuum of what is already happening. Pray harder than you have before (I need to take my own advice, i have been slacking in the prayer department). Try hard not to be consumed by activities that you find yourself involved in in your church; the Lord knows your help is needed there but your salvation also needs to be worked at with fear and trembling.


If you are not a Christian, maybe it is about time you start searching why you should be. Things are coming full circle and i am almost done with my MSc. courses (submit final assignments in February 2014) then my thesis. My year seems to be half filled; I have a wedding to coordinate/organise (a friends's).

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hApPy NeW YeAr, my ever patient followers and readers (not yet follow? maybe you should). Two followers that always standout in my mind when i come to blogspot; Seye and Didi, God bless you greatly.

The best of this year everyone.

Perpetual Frown

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'Child, get that frown off your face'
'Smile'
'Will you stop that incessant howling!'
Mama told me
Or grow
With a perpetual frown on your face
Your ringed neck straight

Mama, i am grown now
I have my ringed neck
Frown converted to serious face
Occasional scowl
In-between i laughed in abundance
Napped a boy or two
Turned heads
Broke hearts

I make you proud

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Walking Away

I am trying not to think

Think about the fact that I want to cry

Cry with no reason

I want to talk to you

Do not walk away 

Doesn't really matter

I will still talk when you walk away

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Tell you what

I sometimes get melancholic

Then I am all sad for sadness' seek

Sometimes it gets lonely

Hiding in bed

With my thoughts for company

I get bored too

Of everything

You walked away

Never got to hear that part

The part I say

I am never bored with you

I love you

And pray for you

Always

NOT OF ME

not to be

not of the ache of hollowness

bracing myself for impact

i serenade with my soul

strains of which are borne by the wind

not of me

the mindless pursuits of none ends

though it would be much easier

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not for me

to linger on as time passes

it changes

You do not

not of me to regret

and forget and ask

forgive, forgive, forgive

forget me not

Dearest One

Abide with me